I'm never going to decide to not eat sugar again. I wasn't actually eating sugar until I decided not to. Then, suddenly I suck at not eating sugar. And this is the worst time to be pregnant. I'm going to be surrounded by Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas deserts the entire rest of my pregnancy. And for some odd reason, Anton says the word, "cake" all the time! So, I dream about cake.
I even tried making some cupcakes because they sounded so incredibly delicious (they still do, actually). I had to throw away the first batch of batter I made, because it ended up all over my floor (entirely my fault). The second try, I actually got to bake, but they ended up tasting really gross (not entirely my fault... I swear I followed the recipe). So, those got thrown away, too.
And then I stopped trying to cook stuff.
Something is either wrong with me, or all the recipes I find. I look up a recipe that seems easy enough and sounds great. Then I buy all the ingredients that I don't usually have, and make it. And it ends up tasting not that great. Anton has stopped asking me to make food for him to take to work. In fact, every time I offer lately, he declines...
On the bright side... our kitten eats like a king.
In other news, we're going to North Dakota for 8 months. Anton has to take a break from school and we decided to pay some bills while we wait for him to start back up again. Plus, he's really tired of his current job and feels like it's holding him back from finishing his last semester. Yeah, we're waiting 8 months for him to come back for his last semester. Though he does have an internship afterward--but he can do that anywhere.
I was looking forward to having my baby here. I like my doctor and the measly price I would pay for him to deliver my baby. I'm also sad that I won't get to take the cool classes I signed up for (for free). But I can deal, I guess.
There are a lot of things I could complain about because of leaving here for North Dakota (like going from paying $120/month for insurance to $400/month...) but I'm trying to look on the bright side--like that I have more family there, Anton is making one giant step closer to moving on from school, and the cold is good for my skin...
Plus, I'm already used to not seeing my husband all that often--I'm bringing my sewing machine and my princess coloring book to keep me company.
