Someone Tell Me What To Do

I was really excited or happy about something the other day... and now I can't remember what it was.  Probably feelings from a dream carrying over into my real life.  That happens a lot.  Which means most of my mornings start off with me being really weird-ed out.  Like the dream where I built a new house and Jana was in there with me (and we had barbies...?) when some cowboys started shooting it up, so in the process of running for our lives, I met Luke Harper in the driveway, eating a spit-roasted rodent.  Yeah.

Hey, I could start a dream blog.  Those would be some crazy stories... and some scary ones... I die in some of my dreams.  Never mind.

Anton's been gone on a camping trip for a class and I feel lonely.  So I've been cleaning.  Found some cool stuff.  Money, candy, jewelry, hairbands.  I really feel like throwing away the rest of the stuff in my house, though.  I usually feel that way when I don't want to do the dishes... bleh.

Well, the end is in sight... for my bachelors. Now for the masters.  I've been debating what to go into-- and I realized that I'm just as fickle now as I ever was.  I like everything (except math stuff), and I feel so restless.  I need someone to tell me what to do.  But not Anton because he only tells me what not to do.
I plan on staying home with my kids, whenever that happens.  But I still want to be educated, not just for a back-up plan, but because I want a degree in something useful.  For me, for my family, for the community I live in, etc.  And when my kids are gone, I'll need something to do.  I'm planning out my whole life, here.
I've been considering Children's Literature.  Still feeling fickle, though.

Meh.  Anyway, things are good.  I do wish Rexburg had a pet store so that I could go there and hold the babies, but not have to deal with them when they're not cute anymore.  Cal Ranch has baby chickens and baby ducks, but we're not allowed to hold them (although I did convince one of the employees to let me hold a baby duck for minute).  :-)